A Peek Into My Head

Work is boring. Accounting exam tonight. Blah.

Yep.

I haven't used this thing in like 50 years or something. Anything. Everything. Cheese sauce. What's a guy to do when his house is in a pool of jello and his dog is barking at the salmon swimming through.

vroom vroom

Here I was, all expecting a hurricane, and Ernesto let me down.

damn i'm bored

boom

Oh my god I'm in Canada

I am going to Canada today to see the girl that I love! I will be staying with her family for two weeks. I am so excited! It's going to be so awesome. Going to Niagra Falls, the CN Tower, and Paramount's Wonderland, among other places, and best of all I will be with Tina for all of it!! I hope everyone else is having a great summer and I'll let you know when I'm in Canada.

-JNS

(I LOVE YOU, TINA!!)

HOLY SHIT NO MORE SCHOOL

HOLY SHIT CANADA IN 18 DAYS

HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOU TINA!!!

What a great weekend. Shame it had to come to an end. I absolutely loved every second I spent with Tina, and it was so hard to say goodbye. Well, we will see each other again in two months. It's a long time but nothing compared to how long we waited just for those two days. Thanks to her parents I will be staying at their house for two weeks. Seriously, I'd like to thank them so much for helping make all this happen. It's just been an amazing weekend and I'm really looking forward to my stay in Canada. I love you, Tina!

In other news, Livestock is coming up next weekend. I hope to have my new car stereo by then. Graduation is May 26th. I will most likely quit my job before I leave for Canada and worry about finding a new one when I come back. My current job just isn't very rewarding, neither in pay nor experience.

So wtf is up, peoples.

What is your name?: Jacob
Are you named after anyone?: yes
What's your screename?: snaek/shoeless_hobo
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: i dunno
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: no one
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: only my screenname
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no

Basics

Your gender:: male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight but Open minded
Single?: Nope
If not, do you want to be?: Nope.
Birthdate:: 12.19.87
Your age:: 18
Age you act::depends on my mood, i guess
Age you wish you were:: 25
Your height:: 5'9
Eye color:: blue
Happy with it?: yep
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: content...
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: right
Your living arrangement:: parents
Your family: parents, older sister
Have any pets?: 2 dogs
Whats your job?: Kilwin's, selling computers on ebay, sometimes helping my parents
Piercings?: zero
Tattoos?: none
Obsessions?: love, couple other things.
Addictions?: a lot
Do you speak another language?: no
Have a favorite quote?: not A favorite
Do you have a webpage?: no

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it

Do you live in the moment?: usually, but i also look towards the future
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: semi
Do you have any secrets?: yep
Do you hate yourself?: no.
Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?: yep
What is the compliment you get from most people?: intelligent, good taste in music
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "the hamster got him"
What's your biggest fear?: losing someone i care about
Can you sing?: not very well but yes
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope.
Are you a loner?: nope
What are your #1 priorities in life?: my friends
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no, i don't need another asshole around
Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: no
Are you passive or agressive?: depends.
Do you have a journal?: this is a journal
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength: i can usually tell what's on someone's mind weakness: i don't express myself fully.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: well i wouldn't be me then
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes.
Do you think life has been good so far?: yes.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: something i had to learn the hard way.
What do you like the most about your body?: my thumbs
And least?: my lungs
Do you think you are good looking?: sure
Are you confident?: yeah
What is the fictional character you are most like?: i dunno.
Are you perceived wrongly?: yep

Do You...

Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: i get my news online
Pray?: no.
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: sometimes.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yep
Take walks in the rain?: sometimes
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yeah
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: acceleration is more fun than just going fast

Would or Have You Ever?

Liked your voice?: sometimes
Hurt yourself?: yes
Been out of the country?: yep
Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
Been in love?: yes, i am currently.
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: yep
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: nope
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: no
Been picked on?: yes
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: yes
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: don't remember
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day?: yep
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yes
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: yes
Been betrayed?: yes
Had a dream that came true?: yes
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

Beliefs

Belive in life on other planets?: yes
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: no
Magic?: no
God?: no
Satan?: no
Santa?: no
Ghosts?: no
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: no.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: no
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: sure
Do you wish on stars?: no

Deep Theological Questions

Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no.
Do you believe in organized religion?: no.
Where do you think we go when we die?: reincarnation

Friends

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: zack/cyrielle
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Tina
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: something
Your favourite inside joke?: there are a few but i like the hat on the joystick
Thing you're picked on most about?: i dunno
Who's your longest known friend?: Xavier
Newest?: i dunno, Joe?
Shyest?: none really
Funniest?: they're all pretty funny
Sweetest?: dunno
Closest?: Zack
Weirdest?: they're all pretty weird
Smartest?: dunno
Ditziest?: Cyrielle
Friends you miss being close to the most?: there are a couple
Last person you talked to online?: Tina
Who do you talk to most online?: Tina
Who are you on the phone with most?: Long calls: Tina Short calls: Zack
Who do you trust most?: Tina
Who listens to your problems?: Tina
Who do you fight most with?: Xavier
Who's the nicest?: dunno
Who's the most outgoing?: Cyrielle?
Who's the best singer: i'm partial to Tina's singing
Who's on your shit-list?: a few people
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yes
Who's your second family?: the crew
Do you always feel understood?: no
Who's the loudest friend?: Xavier
Do you trust others easily?: no
Who's house were you last at?: Cyrielle's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: :/
Do your friends know you?: the ones i really care about do
Friend that lives farthest away: Tina

Love and All That

Do you consider love a mistake?: no.
What do you find romantic?: some things
Turn-on?: some other things
Turn-off?: disrespect, arrogance, smoking.
First kiss?: on the stage of my middle school
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: i wouldn't care
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no.
Do you think the same sex finds you good looking?: no
What is best about the same sex?: i dunno
What is the worst thing about the same sex?: the amount of players
What's the last present someone gave you?: a bracelet
Are you in love?: yes, i am.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: she is completely beautiful

Who Was the Last Person...

That haunted you?: no one, really
You wanted to kill?: some random person
That you laughed at?: Tina
That laughed at you?: probably Tina
That turned you on?: Tina
You went shopping with?: myself
That broke your heart?: Cyrielle
To disappoint you?: Xavier
To ask you out?: Ashley, back in 8th grade
To make you cry?: myself.
To brighten up your day?: Tina
That you thought about?: Tina
You saw a movie with?: hmm i think it was Zack, Jake, and Travis
You talked to on the phone?: Zack
you talked to through IM/ICQ?: Tina
You saw?: irl, Michael
You lost?: no one

Right This Moment...

Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: I'M NOT GOING OUT DAMNIT
What are you wearing right now?: boxers, pants, and a shirt. and a belt. and a bracelet.
Body part you're touching right now:: legs
What are you worried about right now?: school
What book are you reading?: none
What's on your mousepad?: a mouse
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: apathetic, content, cold, happy, worried (yep, all at once)

- - - - -

Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: no
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: content
Are you listening to music?: yep.

Ahem... been a while since I've done this... Hmm, well, things are going okay for me. I'm broke right now, looking forward to my next pay check. Of course I spent $70 on Oblivion... awesome game. Haven't been doing much on my spring break. Which is lame. I'm looking forward to graduation because end of school, of course. But I'm also kind of not looking forward to it because all my friends will be gone. Of course, whether I graduate with my class is still to be determined... Tina is coming down to Florida in 19 days, which will be totally awesome. Now that pretty much everyone knows I'm moving... I'm not sure if I actually am. And, uh. I want a new job. That's pretty much what's up in my life... Now I'm gonna eat my popcorn and watch The Simpsons.

AHAHAHAHA

... oh fuck

... AHAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm an idiot.

I feel like actually putting effort in to school this semester... and I realized why. Because I no longer care about anything else. ... No. That's not it. It's because the things I do care about, I cannot change. But my performance in school, that I can change.

I love Tina.

me s2pid sry

I want pancakes!

blarr

...my car will cost $900 to fix.

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